Olivia's World

Today, is like any other day. I mean, I did some photoshop for a couple of friends, slept, woke up... =| .
my life really sucks .. to the max.

My birthdya is in 6 days, I turn 20.

I actually told my mom that I feel like a loser, but she told me that it takes people more time to get where they're going, you know.. I'm a capricorn, we're supposed to be ambitious.. ha, I am in my mind though.

I just get kind of over whelmed at times, and you know.. just go.. and be by myeslf.

but I just wonder will the world stop asking for so much, I dont really have a relationship with God, which I blame on myslef, I wasnt raised up in the church. I just grew up, I mean, I've lost alot along the way,  my house burned down when I was 7, we had to start over again, then I moved to a private school, graduated from there and entered High School.. to graduate... and.. enter Community College.

I'm not a social bug, I wasn't a popular chick, I was just.. Olivia, you say "hi" and I'll say "hi" .

I just wish that my childhood was better than it... was. but I'm just grateful I had one. ya know.