"He [God] can give & Taketh Away"

I'm not sure if the quote actually goes like that but, I am soooo overwhelmed, I dont know If I'm doing what's right...
or If I'm doing what I want to do. I've given into conformity & it drives me crazy.

I know that "I" am not living right, I dont even have a relationship with God, I dont read the bible & I walk around cursing like a freight train. I'm the reflection of the spawn of satan. *smh*

I actually laid in my room & cried for 30 mins, I'm not sure, why ... I was crying , but I cried.

I just thought of where I am..in life, the way that I treat people, the way that people treat me, the things that I've settled for, the things that I've passed up and now regret .

but, God gives, and he takes, but he does IT for a reason,

Dont you think ?