January 3, 2010

Emotional ?

I uhnm, this person .. I care for you dearly, but I cant go back to where I was, I cant allow myself to care deeply and you play me.

I'm not the finest thing in the world, but I am a person, I am someone.  I am a lover, and when I love, I love hard, I love with all my heart.

So many people have fucked me over in the past, and hell I'm tired, but I dont really wanna close out the people that are putting an effort in to get to kno me.

I have the hardest time expressing my emotions, I dont trust anyone. but I know that by being this secrective,  not really secretive, but protective, I'm missing out on what could possibly be. 

That is some shit I have to work on as a person.
but, I give you props for never backing down.

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