January 8, 2010

Love Lost ?

I'm here, my feet flat on the ground doing what I do.  I had this person, that I believed in,  you know.


I admit I'm a stubborn person, I have my moments where I'll let you in, and other times, I have the door open.. and I'll shut it sooo fast. 


but, this past summer, I opened that door and let this guy know me, for who I am.. I felt like I could confide my every thing in him, and I loved that nigga with all my heart, I just couldn't understand what I was doing wrong to make him, lie to me. 


I mean, we were the epic couple.. I mean, not really, but we could argue over some stupid shit, I would roll my eyes & he'd just.. stare at me.. and I'd smile. 


Shit was crazy... uhm, the way that we ended it wasn't really the way that it should have been but, everything happens for a reason. I learned that.. I wont regret what we had. It was .. good, whatever it was. 


but, I will always have love for him, because what i felt was real. 


You know.. this is stupid.. *smh*


I wont give up on love, but the heart is strong,  and I will find that someone, somewhere that will return the love in which I give.


Do you feel me?

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