November 27, 2009

Nov. 27th - 11:23am ~ Me && My Macbook


LMFAO ! well, I took the liberty of purchasing me a Macbook to last me my next 4 years of college.
you know being a Graphic Art major & all.

Looool. whoop whoop. I'm already on the webcam HARDBOOOODDDY and hopefully my brother & I will make a couple of youtube videos and hit up that good ol' Ustream.

but I mean.. look for yourself.. I loves my macbook and I've had it for.. 5 hrs since the little white man woke me up to sign for the shit.


Give Up? HELL NAW !

I've recently, had issues; well more obstacles in my life. Road blocks,
hmm. so many times I've wanted to give up.. and I'd say "Oh, this just isn't for me."

For those of you, who read this I am a Graphic Arts major attending Angelina College.
I'm a beginner, most of the people that are in my classes have been there for a while.

They are so talented, The graphic arts degree entails that you have the ability to draw, photograph, design, write. I'm just beginning and I feel so overwhelmed, but my classmates are AMAZING.

Especially Mariciela, she told me to never give up, at least I'm doing something with my life. Never feel bad or down. Just keep with it and it'll pay off in the end.

lol and Taja King, she told me... don't trip on it. Do what needs to be done; all them side commentators aint paying for shit & they sholl aint doing the work.

Even Deidre with her "Im gonna stab you Olivia" ass, She cool to have with .. even on our going outta town everynow before our 11:25am classes.

but I mean, everything is going okay so far with the other worries that lie within the future.


but thank you Jesus for letting me make it thus far. ;)

November 13, 2009

G 0 D

The power of our prayers just cannot be measured - Blessings

IN GOD WE TRUST 60 seconds with God... For the next 60 seconds, set aside what ever you're doing and take this opportunity! Let's see if satan can stop this. THE (SCIENTIFIC) DEATH OF JESUS [Photo] At the age of 33, Jesus was condemned to the death penalty. [Photo] At the time crucifixion was the "worst" death. Only the worst criminals condemned to be crucified. Yet it was even more dreadful for Jesus, unlike other criminals condemned to death by crucifixion Jesus was to be nailed to the cross by His hands and feet. [Photo] Each nail was 6 to 8 inches long.


[Photo] The nails were driven into His wrist. Not into His palms as is commonly portrayed. There's a tendon in the wrist that extends to the shoulder. The Roman guards knew that when the nails were being hammered into the wrist that tendon would tear and brake, forcing Jesus to use His back muscles to support himself so that He could breath. [Photo] Both of His feet were nailed together. Thus He was forced to support Himself on the single nail that impaled His feet to the cross. Jesus could not support himself with His legs because of the pain so He was forced to alternate between arching His back then using his legs just to continue to breath. Imagine the struggle, the pain, the suffering, the courage. [Photo] Jesus endured this reality for over 3 hours. Yes, over 3 hours! Can you imagine this kind of suffering? A few minutes before He died, Jesus stopped bleeding. He was simply pouring water from his wounds. [Photo] From common images we see wounds to His hands and feet and even the spear wound to His side. But do we realize His wounds were actually made in his body. A hammer driving large nails through the wrist, the feet overlapped and an even large nail hammered through the arches, then a Roman guard piercing His side with a spear. But before the nails and the spear Jesus was whipped and beaten. The whipping was so severe that it tore the flesh from His body. The beating so horrific that His face was torn and his beard wripped from His face. The crown of thorns cut deeply into His scalp. Most men would not have survived this torture. [Photo] He had no more blood to bleed out, only water poured from His wounds. The human adult body contains about 3.5 litres (just less than a gallon) of blood.. [Photo] Jesus poured all 3.5 litres of his blood; He had three nails hammered into his members; a crown of thorns on his head and, beyond that, a Roman soldier who stabbed a spear into his chest. [Photo] All these without mentioning the humiliation He passed after carrying his own cross for almost 2 kilometers, while the crowd spat in his face and threw stones (the cross was almost 30 kg of weight, only for its higher part, where his hands were nailed). [Photo] Jesus had to endure this experience, so that you can have free access to God. So that your sins could be "washed" away. All of them, with no exception! Don't ignore this situation. JESUS CHRIST DIED FOR YOU! For you, who now read this e-mail. Do not believe that He only died for others (those who go to church or for pastors, bishops, etc). [Photo] He died for you! It is easy to pass jokes or foolish photos by e-mail, but when it comes to God, sometimes you feel ashamed to forward to others because you are worried of what they may think about you...

Accept the reality, the truth that JESUS IS THE ONLY SALVATION FOR THE WORLD. [Photo] God has plans for you, show all your friends what He experienced to save you. Now think about this! May God bless your life! [Photo] 60 seconds with God... For the next 60 seconds, set aside what you're doing and take this opportunity! Let's see if Satan can stop this. [Photo] All you have to do is: 1. Simply pray for the person who sent this message to you: Lord, you know the life of _________. I ask You to bless him/her in all things and make him/her prosperous. Take care of his/her family, his/her health, his/her work and all his/her future plans. Lead him/her not into temptation, but deliver him/her from evil. In Jesus' name, amen. 2.Then, send this message to 10 people. 3.10 people will pray for you and you will make that many people pray to God for other people. 4. Take a moment to appreciate the power of God in your life, for doing what pleases Him. If you are not ashamed to do this, please, follow Jesus' instructions. He said (Matthew 10:32 & 33): "Everyone therefore who acknowledges me before others, I also will acknowledge before my Father in heaven; but whosoever denies me before others, I also will deny before my Father in heaven". If you believe, send this message... But send it only if you believe in Christ Jesus is your Lord and Savior. Yes, I love God. He is my source of life and my savior. He keeps me alive day and night. Without Him, I am nothing, but with Him "I can do all things through Him who strengthens me". Philippians 4:13. This is the simple proof. If you love God and you are believe and trust in salvation through Christ Jesus, send this to all those you love.
IN GOD WE TRUST 60 seconds with God...For the next 60 seconds, set aside what ever you're doing and take this opportunity! Let's see if satan can stop this.


THE (SCIENTIFIC) DEATH OF JESUSAt the age of 33, Jesus was condemned to the death penalty.[]At the time crucifixion was the "worst" death. Only the worst criminals condemned to be crucified. Yet it was even more dreadful for Jesus, unlike other criminals condemned to death by crucifixion Jesus was to be nailed to the cross by His hands and feet.

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Each nail was 6 to 8 inches long.

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The nails were driven into His wrist. Not into His palms as is commonly portrayed. There's a tendon in the wrist that extends to the shoulder. The Roman guards knew that when the nails were being hammered into the wrist that tendon would tear and brake, forcing Jesus to use His back muscles to support himself so that He could breath. []

Both of His feet were nailed together. Thus He was forced to support Himself on the single nail that impaled His feet to the cross. Jesus could not support himself with His legs because of the pain so He was forced to alternate between arching His back then using his legs just to continue to breath. Imagine the struggle, the pain, the suffering, the courage.


[]

Jesus endured this reality for over 3 hours.

Yes, over 3 hours! Can you imagine this kind of suffering? A few minutes before He died, Jesus stopped bleeding.

He was simply pouring water from his wounds.

[]From common images we see wounds to His hands and feet and even the spear wound to His side. But do we realize His wounds were actually made in his body. A hammer driving large nails through the wrist, the feet overlapped and an even large nail hammered through the arches, then a Roman guard piercing His side with a spear. But before the nails and the spear Jesus was whipped and beaten. The whipping was so severe that it tore the flesh from His body. The beating so horrific that His face was torn and his beard wripped from His face. The crown of thorns cut deeply into His scalp. Most men would not have survived this torture. []He had no more blood to bleed out, only water poured from His wounds.The human adult body contains about 3.5 litres (just less than a gallon) of blood..[]

Jesus poured all 3.5 litres of his blood; He had three nails hammered into his members; a crown of thorns on his head and, beyond that, a Roman soldier who stabbed a spear into his chest.

[]

All these without mentioning the humiliation He passed after carrying his own cross for almost 2 kilometers, while the crowd spat in his face and threw stones (the cross was almost 30 kg of weight, only for its higher part, where his hands were nailed).

[]

Jesus had to endure this experience, so that you can have free access to God. So that your sins could be "washed" away. All of them, with no exception! Don't ignore this situation. JESUS CHRIST DIED FOR YOU! For you, who now read this e-mail. Do not believe that He only died for others (those who go to church or for pastors, bishops, etc).

[]

He died for you! It is easy to pass jokes or foolish photos by e-mail, but when it comes to God, sometimes you feel ashamed to forward to others because you are worried of what they may think about you...



Accept the reality, the truth that JESUS IS THE ONLY SALVATION FOR THE WORLD.

[]

God has plans for you, show all your friends what He experienced to save you. Now think about this! May God bless your life!

[]

60 seconds with God...

For the next 60 seconds, set aside what you're doing and take this opportunity! Let's see if Satan can stop this.

[]

All you have to do is:

1. Simply pray for the person who sent this message to you: Lord, you know the life of _________. I ask You to bless him/her in all things and make him/her prosperous. Take care of his/her family, his/her health, his/her work and all his/her future plans. Lead him/her not into temptation, but deliver him/her from evil. In Jesus' name, amen.

2.Then, send this message to 10 people.

3.10 people will pray for you and you will make that many people pray to God for other people.

4. Take a moment to appreciate the power of God in your life, for doing what pleases Him.

If you are not ashamed to do this, please, follow Jesus' instructions. He said (Matthew 10:32 & 33): "Everyone therefore who acknowledges me before others, I also will acknowledge before my Father in heaven; but whosoever denies me before others, I also will deny before my Father in heaven".

If you believe, send this message... But send it only if you believe in Christ Jesus is your Lord and Savior.

Yes, I love God. He is my source of life and my savior. He keeps me alive day and night.

Without Him, I am nothing, but with Him "I can do all things through Him who strengthens me". Philippians 4:13.

This is the simple proof. If you love God and you are believe and trust in salvation through Christ Jesus, send this to all those you love.

Email from Aunt Irma <3

Dear God:
The lady reading this

is beautiful, classy and
strong, and I love her.

Help her live her life to the fullest.

Please promote her and
cause her to excel above her expectations.

Help her shine in the
darkest places where it is impossible to love.

Protect her at all
times,
lift her up when she needs
You the most,
and
let her know when she
walks with You,

She will always be
safe.

Love you Girl!!!!


November 10, 2009

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN

I really like this poem to I decided to share it . !






BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN

By Vernon J. Davis Jr.

Author of " Love Is The Beautiful Black Woman"

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN, YOUR BEAUTY IS SURPASSED

BY NONE

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN, YOUR SENSUOUS

SPLENDOR IS LIKE THE SHINING SUN YOUR

WONDROUS WAYS COME FROM YOUR SOUL

WHICH NO ONE MAN MAY HOPE TO CONTROL

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN, YOU ARE THE GUIDING

HOPE OF OUR PEOPLE

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN, YOUR MIND MAINTAINS

YOUR GLORIOUS POWER

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN, YOUR SPIRIT IS

LIKE A SHINING CHURCH TOWER WHICH POINTS THE

WAY TO HEAVEN ABOVE AND WHICH

SEEKS TO FIND TRUE LOVE

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN, YOU ARE THE GUIDING

HOPE OF OUR PEOPLE

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN, YOUR TIME IS LIKE A

PRECIOUS COMMODITY

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN, YOUR EBONY WILL IS

STRONG AND FREE SO TAKE YOUR PRECIOUS TIME

AND YOUR DETERMINED WILL AND USE THEM BOTH TO

EMPHASIZE WHAT YOU REALLY FEEL

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN, YOU ARE THE GUIDING HOPE

OF OUR PEOPLE

BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN, IN YOU LIES OUR FUTURE!




November 7, 2009

Fast Lane



Sometimes, I feel like my life is moving too fast.
Thinks happen and there is nothing that I could
do about it.

I can't handle it, I've never been helpless like this before.

I'm tired

It's like I'm moving in a circle... a square .. fuck a line. Everyday.. same shit .. different day.
Climbing the highest mountain.. only to slip and fall.


Nobody's life is perfect. MINES, is far from it .
I'm so dependent right now... barely independent.
but, I'm tired of .. wondering about the people in my life.
I dont have any support behind my going to college .. but the fact that I'm not tryina work a minimum wage job the rest of my fuckin life. I wanna do be.

but, every now & then.. I get tired of fuckin being here.. putting up with this shit .
Day in & Day out . && it aint even ME that's doing it .. its other ppl. I'm just.. the substitute punching bag.

I cant assist the situation because.. when I do.. nothing happens.. its like.. I'm stuck .

I know that everyday is different.. and to take it one step at a time, but right now..

I'm bout to dive off a cliff. its irritating.. nobody knows.. what i think, feel, hear or see.... but me.
and it aint always what i want.. or what i need. i think that's part of my problem..

I get so tired.... I'm tired.. for more than 10 years .. a DAMN decade.. its been HERE .. in my mind.

I dont even think I'm all here..

but ppl have seen worse.. but that stuff .. is what MOLDS me..
what makes me who I am..
but its slowly.. tiring me.
tearing me..
making me.. not even wanna wake up each morning..
its ... just ..
I'm T I R E D .
I wanna escape... be free...