Let The Song Speakkkkk ....

Well, I don't care but I actually love my mother more than any other human being on the face of this earth. She comes second. God first.

Today, when I got out of the shower... I was getting dressed and... I happen to stop.... and listen to uhm, Tupac's -"Dear Mama".

He took the words straight out of my mouth. you know the words to explain how I feel about my mama... I actually had a moment there... you know reminiscing on the good and the bad.

I specifically remember the line....

"Ain't a woman alive that could take my mama's place"
&& as long as I walk this earth NO other woman can/could every love me like my mother.

"When things went wrong we'd blame mama"
I always did that coming up, It was never my fault or.. anyone else' fault. you know back then I didn't understand that she did the things she did... she even told us these things because she loves us && wants us to be prepared.

"You always was committed"
Even though the times got tough.. you never gave up.. && you're not right now. I love you for that... You showed me allot && forever I am grateful to have a mother like you.

"Place no one above ya"
Nothing.. will ever ... NO ONE will ever have that bond that we have... I'm actually glad that you're my best friend.. counselor .. mom.. ya know.


"Cause when I was low you was there for me And never left me alone because you cared for me
cause through the drama I can always depend on my mama And when it seems that I'm hopeless You say the words that can get me back in focus"
Through Everything, Obstacle, or issue that I've had.. you've been there to guide me
and show me the light... you know. I don't know what I'd do sometimes If I didn't have you.

"To keep me happy there's no limit to the things you did"
Ahhh, I know a couple of times that you've sacrificed things to keep me happy,
and get me where I am today.
&& I KNOW that ... you think I'm ungrateful ..
but I do appreciate it.

"And even though I act craaazy I gotta thank the Lord that you made me"
At times, I have my EMO thoughts.. but at the end of the day, I'm actually happy that I'm here to enjoy the things that are in my life... YOU!

"There are no words that can express how I feel You never kept a secret, always stayed real And I appreciate, how you raised me And all the extra love that you gave me"
THAT ^^ is self explanatory.. YOU have always kept it real. NEVER sugarcoated anything. ALTHOUGH we thought that you were being a very mean mother but SOCIETY isn't that lenient sooo, you know. :)

"There's no way I can pay you back But the plan is to show you that I understand You are appreciated"
Nothing... NOTHING can/will ever be enough to show you that I care... or appreciate anything you've done.. but KNOW that I love you with all of my heart && Nothing will EVER change the way I feel.. even when you make me mad.. Its only because I don't yet understand... but slowly... I'm gettin the hang of it.

I love YOUUUUUU MA! <333>(I know what you're going to say but WHATEVER, I appreciate you... )

-- Speak Up OR BE FORGOTTEN ~ ONJ